Sticky Notes' Notes

As I want to
I want to start this
whatever it is
without limit, barrier
Leave it be
one sided
or unrequited

I do

when he speaks
there's this calm feeling surrounding
He was the kind of man everyone would fall in love with, even if they didn't want to
I will cherish this feeling
the good feeling
-Jakarta, 1st January 2015



I don't know if it's okay trying to look smart by going on a circle of something blunt that I said.
I, the slow and not quite smart, myself.
At least, I'm not desperately trying to look smart like those guys did.
-Jakarta, 18th January 2015



It is pretty scary of what your mind can do to you
all the bad judgements and the unhappening things
when you're not there when everyone is
when you can only guess what they do and say
damn bad thoughts

-Jakarta, 24th May 2015 (The thyphus syndrome)

For once, I want him to feel the same sufferring feelings

the waiting, the expecting things, suffer like mad

Like, seriously

I want him to suffer

-Jakarta, 14th June 2015

Sebuah akhir kisah
dari cerita yang tidak berawal
Cerita ini semua tahu
Menurutku

Tapi tidak dengan dia
Dia yang buta akan segalanya
Hanya memiliki praduga

-Jakarta, 15th June 2015

BORN HATER

We're born nice but the life teaches us the word hate

All the hates that come from pain, sadness, humiliation jealousy anger 

All the hates that come from the reaction of every bad things that happens

Why react wiithb hate?

Because they're blind

That's the nice word for, yeah stupid

They don't know the reason

They don't know how to react

So they just, hating

They don't understand all the feelings, all the reason.

So stupid of blaming others and just

take the easy path, hate

-Jakarta, forgot to write the date

what a retarded fucking stink coward good-for-nothing piece of shit.

You dare doing something retarded like that to me. you will never ever get the chance again and DONT FUCKIN EVEN THINK ABOUT IT YOU FAT UGLY FAG.

I'm puking right now, at your face then I'll be throwing you at what you belong, just be a fuckin  pupuk you shit. 

Don't be a shitty shit, SHIT.

-Jakarta, curse the date fuck that day that's fuckin retarded lame shitty fat good for nothing guy

Don’t expect too much on something that was never meant for you.  It’ll only hurt you in the end. 

-Jakarta, when I know that I'm being baper for the little things he did

Yeah sometimes we're bothered by mere things that so horoudiously stupid.

-Jakarta, when I recalled the stupid things I've done

Either you are very desperate or it hurts too much

-Jakarta, when I realized I nearly confessed to the guy

semua cinta harus di ungkapkan, kecuali dengan orang yang terlalu mencintai dirinya sendiri

Jakarta, quote from Zafran 5cm

Kenapa kita GAGAL?

Kenapa kita GAGAL?

Seringkali pakar motivasi mencanangkan “setiap manusia ini lahir sebagai seorang juara”.

Dari jutaan sperma seorang ayah, kitalah yang berjaya menembus ovum dan bersenyawa seterusnya melahirkan kita yang ada pada hari ini.

Pertanyaan besar disebalik pernyataan diatas ialah “mengapa lebih ramai yang gagal berbanding dengan yang BERJAYA (SUCCESS)?

Apakah sesungguhnya definisi KEJAYAAN (SUCCESS)?

Pertama SUCCESS itu sangat berkait rapat dengan sikap (ATTITUDE)

Kedua SUCCESS itu sangat berkait rapat dengan BELIEF (system keyakinan yang sangat teguh dan mendalam)

Bagaimana pula dengan ENTHUSIASISM (ghairah yang berkobar-kobar dalam melakukan sesuatu), ketekunan (PERSEVERANCE), tekad (DETERMINATION), percaya kepada diri sendiri (SELF CONFIDENT) dan juga matlamat atau penentu tujuan (GOAL SETTING)

Sesungguhnya “SUCCESS is not something accidental, but MUST CERTAINLY BE WILLED”.

Oleh yang demikian, marilah kita membantu diri kita sendiri yang memiliki tangki penuh bahan bakar semangat untuk menjadi seorang yang berjaya (SUCCESS) dengan sedikit percikan2 api (SPARK) dan IGNITION agar tangki petrol SEMANGAT akan terus menyala dan membara untuk menempuh perjalanan jauh untuk menuju kejayaan.


Our attitude towards life determines life’s attitude towards us.

The great secret of success is self-discipline - getting yourself to do what
you really need to do - choosing to do what you feel is right and will bring the
results you want into your life - long term. It is bringing order and efficiency
into your life-. . . creating structure in your life and doing this enthusiastically!
Success comes from taking charge of yourself and feeling proud of yourself
when you do. The following success quotes will help expand your idea of success.

Salam juang Islam, Iman dan Ehsan utk saudara dan saudari.

Source by: http://kembara-esq.blogspot.com/2011/04/kenapa-kita-gagal.html

AIR MATA RASULULLAH SAW

Tiba-tiba dari luar pintu terdengar seorang yang mengucapkan salam. "Bolehkah saya masuk?" tanyanya. Tapi Fatimah tidak mengizinkannya masuk, "Maaf, ayahku sedang demam," kata Fatimah yang membalikkan badan dan menutup pintu.

Kemudian ia kembali menemani ayahnya yang ternyata sudah membuka mata dan bertanya pada Fatimah, "Siapakah itu wahai anakku?" "Tak tahu ayah, sepertinya baru sekali ini aku melihatnya," tutur Fatimah lembut.

Lalu, Rasulullah menatap puterinya itu dengan pandangan yang menggetarkan. Seolah-olah bahagian demi bahagian wajah anaknya itu hendak dikenang. "Ketahuilah, dialah yang menghapuskan kenikmatan sementara, dialah yang memisahkan pertemuan di dunia. Dialah malaikatul maut," kata Rasulullah, Fatimah pun menahan ledakkan tangisnya. Malaikat maut datang menghampiri, tapi Rasulullah menanyakan kenapa Jibril tidak ikut sama menyertainya.

Kemudian dipanggilah Jibril yang sebelumnya sudah bersiap di atas langit dunia menyambut ruh kekasih Allah dan penghulu dunia ini. "Jibril, jelaskan apa hakku nanti di hadapan Allah?" Tanya Rasululllah dengan suara yang amat lemah. "Pintu-pintu langit telah terbuka, para malaikat telah menanti ruhmu. Semua syurga terbuka lebar menanti kedatanganmu," kata Jibril. Tapi itu ternyata tidak membuat Rasulullah lega, matanya masih penuh kecemasan.

"Engkau tidak senang mendengar khabar ini?" Tanya Jibril lagi. "Khabarkan kepadaku bagaimana nasib umatku kelak?" "Jangan khawatir, wahai Rasul Allah, aku pernah mendengar Allah berfirman kepadaku: 'Kuharamkan syurga bagi siapa saja, kecuali umat Muhammad telah berada di dalamnya," kata Jibril.

Detik-detik semakin dekat, saatnya Izrail melakukan tugas. Perlahan ruh Rasulullah ditarik. Nampak seluruh tubuh Rasulullah bersimbah peluh, urat-urat lehernya menegang. "Jibril, betapa sakit sakaratul maut ini."

Perlahan Rasulullah mengaduh. Fatimah terpejam, Ali yang di sampingnya menunduk semakin dalam dan Jibril memalingkan muka. "Jijikkah kau melihatku, hingga kau palingkan wajahmu Jibril?" Tanya Rasulullah pada Malaikat pengantar wahyu itu.

"Siapakah yang sanggup, melihat kekasih Allah direnggut ajal," kata Jibril. Sebentar kemudian terdengar Rasulullah mengaduh, karena sakit yang tidak tertahankan lagi.

"Ya Allah, dahsyat nian maut ini, timpakan saja semua siksa maut ini kepadaku, jangan pada umatku. "Badan Rasulullah mulai dingin, kaki dan dadanya sudah tidak bergerak lagi.

Bibirnya bergetar seakan hendak membisikkan sesuatu, Ali segera mendekatkan telinganya. "Uushiikum bis shalati, wa maa malakat aimanukum (peliharalah shalat dan peliharalah orang-orang lemah di antaramu)."

Diluar pintu tangis mulai terdengar bersahutan, sahabat saling berpelukan. Fatimah menutupkan tangan di wajahnya, dan Ali kembali mendekatkan telinganya ke bibir Rasulullah yang mulai kebiruan. "Ummatii, ummatii, ummatiii?" ("Umatku, umatku, umatku")

Dan, berakhirlah hidup manusia mulia yang memberi sinaran itu. Kini, mampukah kita mencintai sepertinya? Allahumma sholli 'ala Muhammad wa baarik alaaa wa salim 'alaihi Betapa cintanya Rasulullah kepada kita.

A VERY INTERESTING CONVERSATION BOUT BELIEVES, GOD, AND ATHEISM

An Atheist Professor of Philosophy was speaking to his Class on the Problem Science has

with GOD, the ALMIGHTY. He asked one of his New Religious Students to stand and . . .

Professor : You are a Religious, aren't you, son ?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So, you Believe in GOD ?
Student : Absolutely, sir.
Professor : Is GOD Good ?
Student : Sure.
Professor : Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL ?
Student : Yes.

Professor : My Brother died of Cancer even though he Prayed to GOD to Heal him.
Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill.
But GOD didn't. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?

(Student was silent )

Professor : You can't answer, can you ? Let's start again, Young Fella.
Is GOD Good?

Student : Yes.
Professor : Is Satan good ?
Student : No.
Professor : Where does Satan come from ?
Student : From . . . GOD . . .
Professor : That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this World?
Student : Yes.

Professor : Evil is everywhere, isn't it ? And GOD did make everything. Correct?
Student : Yes.
Professor : So who created evil ?

(Student did not answer)

Professor : Is there Sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness?
All these terrible things exist in the World, don't they?

Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So, who Created them ?

(Student had no answer)


Professor : Science says you have 5 Senses you use to Identify and Observe the World around you. Tell me, son . . . Have you ever Seen GOD?
Student : No, sir.
Professor : Tell us if you have ever Heard your GOD?
Student : No , sir.
Professor : Have you ever Felt your GOD, Tasted your GOD, Smelt your GOD? Have you ever had any Sensory Perception of GOD for that matter?
Student : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.
Professor : Yet you still Believe in HIM?
Student : Yes.

Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol,science says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student : Nothing. I only have my Faith.
Professor : Yes,Faith. And that is the Problem Science has.

Student : Professor, is there such a thing as Heat?
Professor : Yes.
Student : And is there such a thing as Cold?
Professor : Yes.
Student : No, sir. There isn't.

(The Lecture Theatre became very quiet with this turn of events )

Student : Sir, you can have Lots of Heat, even More Heat, Superheat, Mega Heat, White Heat, a Little Heat or No Heat. But we don't have anything called Cold. We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is No Heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as Cold. Cold is only a Word we use to describe the Absence of Heat. We cannot Measure Cold. Heat is Energy. Cold is Not the Opposite of Heat, sir, just the Absence of it.

(There was Pin-Drop Silence in the Lecture Theatre )

Student : What about Darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as Darkness?
Professor : Yes. What is Night if there isn't Darkness?
Student : You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the Absence of SomethingYou can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light . . . But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and its called Darkness, isn't it? In reality, Darkness isn't. If it is, were you would be able to make Darkness Darker, wouldn't you?

Professor : So what is the point you are making, Young Man ?
Student : Sir, my point is your Philosophical Premise is flawed.
Professor : Flawed ? Can you explain how?
Student : Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality. You argue there is Life and then there is Death, a Good GOD and a Bad GOD. You are viewing the Concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure.
Sir, Science can't even explain a Thought.
It uses Electricity and Magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one.
To view Death as the Opposite of Life is to be ignorant of the fact that

Death cannot exist as a Substantive Thing. Death is Not the Opposite of Life: just the Absence of it
Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your Students that they evolved from a Monkey?

Professor : If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process, yes, of course, I do.
Student : Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir?

(The Professor shook his head with a Smile, beginning to realize where the Argument was going )

Student : Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and Cannot even prove that this Process is an On-Going Endeavor, Are you not teaching your Opinion, sir? Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher?

(The Class was in Uproar )

Student : Is there anyone in the Class who has ever seen the Professor's Brain?

(The Class broke out into Laughter )

Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's Brain,Felt it, touched or Smelt it? . . . No one appears to have done so. So, according to the Established Rules of Empirical, Stable,Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that You have No Brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then Trust your Lectures, sir?

(The Room was Silent. The Professor stared at the Student, his face unfathomable)

Professor : I guess you'll have to take them on Faith, son.
Student : That is it sir . . . Exactly ! The Link between Man & GOD is FAITH. That is all that Keeps Things Alive and Moving.



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FROM: http://karya-ilmiah-smakbo.blogspot.com/2010/04/very-interesting-conversation.html

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