I hadn't go to French Class since, like a week ago. I don't know what's gotten into me but lately I felt reaaaally lazy and 'that' fire to learn it has been decreased, a lot. I am so guilty towards mom and dad. They pay quite a lot of money to take me in this class, and I am the one who ask it first.
I wanna tell you ren, but you're busy in the office, and I can't really trust other 'close friends'. Cus you know, they're either glad or don't care about it. well, more on the later I think. There are a couple of friends that I'm closed with but some friends are kindof (in my opinion) 'obliged' by surrounding to be closed to me. In fact, maybe they assume me as a 'complement' being who knows nothing but in fact, I was just so nervous around men (gay men are exception).
Talk about gay men, I'm not really sure but I often find gay men hot. Like as in Ezra Miller in 'The Perks of being A Wallflower' or Neil Patrick in How I met your mother or Kurt in Glee. Those guys are weirdly attractive in my eyes seriously. I always find someone and some things that are commonly weird, are hot or likeable.
Anyway, I don't know when and where I grow this insecurity but I just couldn't form a perfect normal and not awkward sentence with guys. I proved my theory by hanging out with my girl friends, I am a perfectly normal girl, with indifferent attitude towards the world. I tend to be the 'leader' when I'm with them, cus you know, they're so fragile, so cute, so noisy, and so everything i'm not.
Back to my french class, as my guilty plasure, I ask a friend from my high school who already got A2 in french to teach me there nyiahaha she's sooo nice and cool and kind seriously, it's free. Maybe I won't have to go to the next level in ifi, I just have to ask her to teach me in mediatech, there are a lot of VO books there in all levels, Am I right or right huh? What up!
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Showing posts with label My Trips. Show all posts
Reminiscing Things, Hopes, and Dreams
Perjalanan ke Bandung yang bisa ditempuh dengan 2 jam, surprisingly not surprising, ngaret ampe 5 jam. Why? Entah apa penyebabnya tapi saya tak bisa mengingat apapun alasan yang masuk akal, Ainun (loh? inside joke for those who know hehehe). Perut sakit, rokok habis, lapar, ingin pipis, everything was a blur. All I know is that journey was quite a miserable journey. I had to sit for hours, boring as hell, trying to distract myself with reading some books, yeah my motto "literacy for life braah" (nah, just kidding, I was reading fanfics huahaha) forgetting that semua yang saya baca is breathtaking (LITERALLY!). saya akan menahan nafas ketika berkonsentrasi di dalam mobil, membaca, menulis, menonton video (yeah, that needs concentration too, especially if I watch gd, you know what I mean) yang dimaksud menahan nafas disini, saya akan lupa untuk bernafas ketika berkonsentrasi di mobil. Why? well, I keep asking myself that, should I check up ke dokter? siapa tau saya punya sindrom blahblah yang sangat membahayakan kesehatan psikologis saya? Karena itu kerjaan saya di mobil hanya mendengar musik, tidur, atau teriak-teriakan dengan irama yang tidak jelas, everything that needs no concentration.
Itu perjalanan ke Bandung yang quite miserable. Tapi setelah nyampe, nginep seminggu, visiting cousins, laughing and all.. I thought, well.. Those sure are worth the miserable journey. I don't mind going thru that kind of breathtakingly miserably bored sitting for hours in the car for these.
Lain halnya dengan perjalanan ke Cibinong, furnishing our new future home (well, I'll be moving again four years from now to Cibinong). Perjalanan kesana cukup lancar, not quite a boring one, I don't know why. The scenery was relaxing the situation the songs that played on the radio, everything was.. relaxing. There'd been no activities that delay the journey. Long story short, it's an easy journey. But, pas nyampe.. Rumah kusam banyak debu jaring laba-laba all hell's already broken loose I thought. Kapal pecah mobil tabrakan semua ada disini (nah, I'm exagarating). The point is, saya (ibu, ayah, mbak, dan om) harus merapihkan taman, re-paint dinding, sapu, pel, with Kai as addition gaaaahd that was hell. Did I ever mention about Kai? Dia adalah anak kecil lucu imut gagah ganteng cerewet brutal so loud resek temen ibu saya yang ternyata rumahnya cuma 3 blok dari rumah saya yang di cibinong itu. Could you imagine that? have you ever met with that kind of kid? So cute yet brutally devil? yep It's hell.
Ketika pulang dari Cibinong, well, 2 hours ago.. Saya mulai memikirkan yep I am reminiscing, that my miserable journey leads to happiness (in my case) and all that refreshing scenery yang situasinya look like it's come out from korean's fuckin melancholic mvs leads to a freakin heavingly hell. (you know what I mean? the lowwwwest hell). Ini bisa saya jadikan pelajaran hidup. Kita harus bersusah-susah dahulu baru bersenang-senang, I freaking taken that sentence for granted.
Selama di perjalanan saya berfikir tentang teman, kenalan, orang yang berarti, kekasih, kakak, teman dekat, mantan, orang yang ingin dekat, orang figuran dan semua orang yang pernah ada di 18 tahun hidup saya. DEEP? yeah, saya pilah-pilah orang-orang yang saya anggap penting, tidak penting, akan menjadi penting, dan ingin menjadi penting. Karena tahun lalu beberapa orang yang tidak penting menyedot semua perhatian saya hence, the ones that I care had none. ironis right? Saya suka bingung tentang apa yang ingin saya katakan dan lakukan jika saya nervous, saya tidak suka berada di tempat asing, dikelilingi orang asing, BUT saya tahu orang-orang ini akan menjadi orang-orang yang penting dalam hidup saya kedepan so, yeah saya ingin menjadi dekat dengan mereka but how? I have no idea. I want to be free, I need to break free. Saya ingin pindah ke negri nun jauh disana me-reset ulang hidup saya, bertemu dengan orang baru, menjadi diri yang baru, mempelajari bahasa baru, budaya baru, jatuh cinta, memiliki teman dekan, teman-teman yang sangat care dengan saya. Saya ingin bertualang, saya harus sukses, menjadi besar, punya banyak uang, keliling dunia, tidak harus seluruh dunia, sesuka saya, menuruti kata hati, kaki melangkah yeah, that would be awesome.
Fake or Real? My experience in the Pondok UIN
Hey guys long time no write! lol It's been like.. forever?
(Some of my last posts always started with this kind of line huh. well, getting
older for me is like getting lazier to write -,-). I wrote this since June (forgot the date). well, originally, it only finished half-way, but I completed it yesterday so, nevermind.
Anyway, I got SNMPTN's location at UIN (around south
Tangerang). And yes, IT IS QUITE FAR from my house, very lucky yey! So for the
sake of efficiency, I stayed in Darus Sunah Dorm (for amazingly religious young
women) for two.. wait, three days exactly. It's not like I was free loading or
whatever.. wait, did I say free loader? My bad, 'cause, I DID free-loading
there.
I went there with my dad and this gorgeous ustad (he's also a teacher in 8 Government High). He's in his master degree in Hadits Science at UIN. That’s a totally cool thing, besides gorgeous, kind, smart (Hadits science needs Arabic skill and all those things, whatever) and he’s a perfect future husband haha (My dad’s gonna totally kill me if he read this). That ustad’s name is Mr. Aidin. Cool, he’s the aid in my scattered heart (haha maksa deh). Anyway, I was with what’s her name again? okay I forgot. But she’s definitely ‘risih’ (I cant find any english to describe her). She always bug me, asking me wether I need something to drink or eat. Hey sist, I’m a big girl, I know how to find foods and beverage (did I sound like advertising something here? nevermind).
Anyway the rules
there, are simple. First, for the people who live in the dorm, have to wear
veil. Second, no boys allowed. Third, no pajamas outside. And last, keep ur
surrounding clean and neat. Yep, only four basic rules. In holidays only, they
said. So in a normal day -__-, they would be reciting Al-Qur'an, Kitab kuning
and whatever I didn't remember it. yeah, it was hard to stay there. Honestly, I
only eat 2 bowls of instant noodles in the second day -_-
Oh yeah, Not only that bug girl who was bugging me all
along, the other girls too bugging me with this questin “Are you Mr.Aidin’s
student?”,”How he teaches you?”,”Does he have a girlfriend?” And my mind was like
“GET THE HELL OF BITCH, I don’t know him too! I just met him yesterday -_-“ but I just told lies to them, well, my dad
was the one who told lies first okay. He said that I’m Mr.Aidin’s student.
Well, lies always brings out another lies. Huh.. But, living in a dorm is kinda
cool. Eventhough you only know a few people, but the connection is ‘deep’ like
sisters and brothers. if you live in the real world, you met a lot of people,
but some of them are fake. So, I prefer living in the dorm.. (but not a
religious dorm of course)
How much of a virgin are you?
Start at 100% and subtract 1% for everything youve done. At the end, re-post this as I am __% of a Virgin at Life.
1. Smoked. (I've tried and believe me, It is not worth your time. The cough, the smoke and the bad health hello people!)
2. Drank alcohol (Well, first time is Beer, I know that's not a liquor. Then Bailey's)
3. Cried when someone died. (why is this related with being a virgin again?)
4. Been drunk
5. Had sex.
6. Been to a concert. (The first time, Bigbang's concert)
7. gotten/given a handjob.
8. gotten/given a blowjob.
9. Been verbally/sexually harassed.
10. Verbally/sexully harassed somebody.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 96%
11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose. (why is this related with being a virgin again?)
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfrend before.
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
15. Been to prom.
16. Cried at school.
17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
18. Went streaking.
19. Given or receieved a lap dance.
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room. (yup, for doing the group project and I'm not the only girl)
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 93%
21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sexs house.
23. Kissed a stranger.
24. Hugged a stranger.
25. Went scuba diving.
26. Driven a car.(why is this related with being a virgin again?)
27. Gotten an x-ray.
28. Hit by a car.
29. Had a party.
30. Done serious drugs.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 92%
31. Played strip poker/darts.
32. Got paid to strip for someone.
33. Run away from home.(why is this related with being a virgin again?)
34. Broken a bone.
35. Eaten sushi.
36. Bought porn.
37. Watched porn.(I don't know why all the men in the world watch this, It is weird.)
38. Made porn.
39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
40. Been in love
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 89%
41. French kissed.
42. Laughed so hard you cried.
43. Cried yourself to sleep.
44. Laughed yourself to sleep.
45. Stabbed yourself.
46. Shot a gun.
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours. (why is this related with being a virgin again?)
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours. (why is this related with being a virgin again?)
50. Watched an animal die.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 85%
51. Watched a person die
52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.
53. Pranked somebody
54. Put somebody in the hospital.
55. Snuck into someones room and/or your own room after being out. (yup, my besties')
56. Kissed somebody of the same sex.
57. Dressed punk.
58. Dressed goth.
59. Dressed preppy.
60. Been to a motocross race.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 84%
61. Avoided somebody.
62. Been stalked.
63. Stalked someone.
64. Met a celebrity
65. Played an instrument. (why the hell is this related with being a virgin again?)
66. Ridden a horse
67. Cut yourself.
68. Bungee jumped.
69. Ding dong ditched somebody.
70. Been to a wild party.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 82%
71. Got caught stealing something.
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
74. Gone out with your friends crush
75. Got arrested.
76. Been pregnant.
77. Babysat.
78. Been to another country.
79. Started your house on fire.
80. Had an encounter with a ghost.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 81%
81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought youd be asked out by.
83. Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over or 3 months.
85. Sat on your butt all day.
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
87. Had a job.
88. Gotten cut from a sports team.
89. Been called a whore.
90. Danced like a whore
PERCENTAGE SO FAR:78%
91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.
92. Been in a car accident.
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes.
94. Been told you have beautiful hair.
95. Raped somebody.
96. Danced in the rain.
97. Been rejected.
98. Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
100. Been raped
PERCENTAGE SO FAR:75%
Well, I am 75% virgin so far haha lol.
1. Smoked. (I've tried and believe me, It is not worth your time. The cough, the smoke and the bad health hello people!)
2. Drank alcohol (Well, first time is Beer, I know that's not a liquor. Then Bailey's)
3. Cried when someone died. (why is this related with being a virgin again?)
4. Been drunk
5. Had sex.
6. Been to a concert. (The first time, Bigbang's concert)
7. gotten/given a handjob.
8. gotten/given a blowjob.
9. Been verbally/sexually harassed.
10. Verbally/sexully harassed somebody.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 96%
11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose. (why is this related with being a virgin again?)
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfrend before.
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
15. Been to prom.
16. Cried at school.
17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
18. Went streaking.
19. Given or receieved a lap dance.
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room. (yup, for doing the group project and I'm not the only girl)
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 93%
21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sexs house.
23. Kissed a stranger.
24. Hugged a stranger.
25. Went scuba diving.
26. Driven a car.(why is this related with being a virgin again?)
27. Gotten an x-ray.
28. Hit by a car.
29. Had a party.
30. Done serious drugs.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 92%
31. Played strip poker/darts.
32. Got paid to strip for someone.
33. Run away from home.(why is this related with being a virgin again?)
34. Broken a bone.
35. Eaten sushi.
36. Bought porn.
37. Watched porn.(I don't know why all the men in the world watch this, It is weird.)
38. Made porn.
39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
40. Been in love
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 89%
41. French kissed.
42. Laughed so hard you cried.
43. Cried yourself to sleep.
44. Laughed yourself to sleep.
45. Stabbed yourself.
46. Shot a gun.
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours. (why is this related with being a virgin again?)
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours. (why is this related with being a virgin again?)
50. Watched an animal die.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 85%
51. Watched a person die
52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.
53. Pranked somebody
54. Put somebody in the hospital.
55. Snuck into someones room and/or your own room after being out. (yup, my besties')
56. Kissed somebody of the same sex.
57. Dressed punk.
58. Dressed goth.
59. Dressed preppy.
60. Been to a motocross race.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 84%
61. Avoided somebody.
62. Been stalked.
63. Stalked someone.
64. Met a celebrity
65. Played an instrument. (why the hell is this related with being a virgin again?)
66. Ridden a horse
67. Cut yourself.
68. Bungee jumped.
69. Ding dong ditched somebody.
70. Been to a wild party.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 82%
71. Got caught stealing something.
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
74. Gone out with your friends crush
75. Got arrested.
76. Been pregnant.
77. Babysat.
78. Been to another country.
79. Started your house on fire.
80. Had an encounter with a ghost.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 81%
81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought youd be asked out by.
83. Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over or 3 months.
85. Sat on your butt all day.
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
87. Had a job.
88. Gotten cut from a sports team.
89. Been called a whore.
90. Danced like a whore
PERCENTAGE SO FAR:78%
91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.
92. Been in a car accident.
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes.
94. Been told you have beautiful hair.
95. Raped somebody.
96. Danced in the rain.
97. Been rejected.
98. Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
100. Been raped
PERCENTAGE SO FAR:75%
Well, I am 75% virgin so far haha lol.
Menuju tempat indah itu.. ehem you know, for hajat buang
Today is wednesday-and its not fuckin really matter. Tadi pagi gue di sms (atau nge sms?) temen intinya berangkat bareng bersama bajai sexy itcyu, well dia-dan gue sama sama remedial matematika, gue sih ga terlalu mikirin apa lagi belajar buat remed, yah bukannya nyepelein tapi emang males banget denger kata remed apa lagi kalo remed sejarah, mateMATIka, b[g]i[g]ologi, dan Pkn.
yah yang namanya matem ama bio bisa ditolerir lah dan bisa gue perjuangin. tapi SEJARAH? PKN? Jujur, mungkin ini pengakuan hampir seluruh anak IPA di Indonesia, bahwa kita (saik) sengaja masuk IPA untuk menghindari yang namanya SEJARAH dan GEOGRAFI. gini ya, udah ada satu pelajaran apalan yang susahnya minta mampus aja udah nyesek banget di IPA, gimana ditambah sejarah dan Pkn? UDAH GA ADA TEMPAT LAGI MBING. -___-
Gue salut banget sama orang yang semua pelajaran itu bisa dimakan n ditelan mentah mentah--kalo gue pasti muntah muntah. tuh orang bukan pinter ngitung, dan cerdas, dia juga pastinya sabar banget ngeliat segitu banyaknya tulisan dan-tentunya harus dihafal. urrrrgh *suara muntah
Selesai bercengkrama dengan kalimat kalimat angka itu gue langsung beralih memerangi kalimat kata-kata. well it's worse than those numbers uuurgh *muntah lagi. Bahasa Indonesia tuh gampang gampang susah mampus. gue ngerjain bibir senyum keluar kelas senyum dapet leger (kertas nilai) nangis darah. gimana enggak, bahasa indonesia, yang tiap hari gue gunain gue makan, napas, boker pun pake bahasa indonesia!
well anyway, guru yang ngawas super duper baik. gue bahasa indo keluar terakhir, remed TIK satu satu nya di ruangan gue. sumpah ya kayak nge date gue ama guru gue, tempat remang remang, nyaman dan IYUGH horor gue. Tapi emang gue bego banget atau sial banget? (ga dua duanya kali ya) abis tik gue karina dan d disya cabut ke gramed nyari buku buat di beli di gramed senen (merah di coret *maksa) cuci mata, baca2 sinopsis, nyatet judul dan pengarang buku, ber hura hura layaknya anak SMA yang kere menikmati buku cuma bagian covernya saja.
Abis itu ke senen, perut udah melilit tapi ga enak ngeliat muka mupeng temen temen pas liat CDs bajakan yang terpampang di pinggiran terminal senen itu, well jujur gue juga ngiler tapi yah gimana lagi lo tau anak SMA kebanyakan kere (seperti gua haha) . nunggu bentar langsung naik bus jurusan bendungan jago P11 (oke, it's metromini) turun dari bus kaki udah ga kuat nopang tubuh dan napsu hajat yang sedari tadi gue tahan, dan akhirnya memilih ojek yang baik itu untuk melanjutkan sisa sisa perjuangan ku menuju.. ehem, kamar mandi
The End
yah yang namanya matem ama bio bisa ditolerir lah dan bisa gue perjuangin. tapi SEJARAH? PKN? Jujur, mungkin ini pengakuan hampir seluruh anak IPA di Indonesia, bahwa kita (saik) sengaja masuk IPA untuk menghindari yang namanya SEJARAH dan GEOGRAFI. gini ya, udah ada satu pelajaran apalan yang susahnya minta mampus aja udah nyesek banget di IPA, gimana ditambah sejarah dan Pkn? UDAH GA ADA TEMPAT LAGI MBING. -___-
Gue salut banget sama orang yang semua pelajaran itu bisa dimakan n ditelan mentah mentah--kalo gue pasti muntah muntah. tuh orang bukan pinter ngitung, dan cerdas, dia juga pastinya sabar banget ngeliat segitu banyaknya tulisan dan-tentunya harus dihafal. urrrrgh *suara muntah
Selesai bercengkrama dengan kalimat kalimat angka itu gue langsung beralih memerangi kalimat kata-kata. well it's worse than those numbers uuurgh *muntah lagi. Bahasa Indonesia tuh gampang gampang susah mampus. gue ngerjain bibir senyum keluar kelas senyum dapet leger (kertas nilai) nangis darah. gimana enggak, bahasa indonesia, yang tiap hari gue gunain gue makan, napas, boker pun pake bahasa indonesia!
well anyway, guru yang ngawas super duper baik. gue bahasa indo keluar terakhir, remed TIK satu satu nya di ruangan gue. sumpah ya kayak nge date gue ama guru gue, tempat remang remang, nyaman dan IYUGH horor gue. Tapi emang gue bego banget atau sial banget? (ga dua duanya kali ya) abis tik gue karina dan d disya cabut ke gramed nyari buku buat di beli di gramed senen (merah di coret *maksa) cuci mata, baca2 sinopsis, nyatet judul dan pengarang buku, ber hura hura layaknya anak SMA yang kere menikmati buku cuma bagian covernya saja.
Abis itu ke senen, perut udah melilit tapi ga enak ngeliat muka mupeng temen temen pas liat CDs bajakan yang terpampang di pinggiran terminal senen itu, well jujur gue juga ngiler tapi yah gimana lagi lo tau anak SMA kebanyakan kere (seperti gua haha) . nunggu bentar langsung naik bus jurusan bendungan jago P11 (oke, it's metromini) turun dari bus kaki udah ga kuat nopang tubuh dan napsu hajat yang sedari tadi gue tahan, dan akhirnya memilih ojek yang baik itu untuk melanjutkan sisa sisa perjuangan ku menuju.. ehem, kamar mandi
The End
It's all started on MAY
IYUUUUGHHH SUMPAH SIAL BANGET ANJIR.
all this things started in the beginning of May. pertama, gue (saking begonya tak tertahankan atau emang udah sinting) ngelanggar prinsip gue nge remove temen. emang sih sepele cuman di fb, tapikan niat gue udah JAHAT banget mutusin tali silaturahim sama temen yang gue rasa nyambung banget di segala hal walopun ada kenangan pahit di antara kita *melow banget anjir (i'm so sori I'm such a crazy-bitch)
kedua, sepatu gue dengan begonya lagi ketuker di mesjid worse than that is, pasangan yg ketuker itu punya adek kelas! maluuuu banget -,- udah gue balikinnya lama banget lagi. tuh adek kelas naek darah kali yak
ketiga, awal bulan Mei ini ga tau kenapa kerjaan gue tuh ga produktif (males) banget. ni;ai gue ancur semua. Gampang tersinggung juga bow. Sumpah gue kayak anak durhaka di suruh ini teriak AH di suruh itu teriak AH di bangunin teriak UH Di gaplok baru diem mungkin. Bonyok gue udah capek banget kali ya ngurusin this brash-not-obedient-no-good daughter (intinya durhaka) -___-
keempat, kemaren malem ibu gue curhat. Sumpah gue kayak mau motong-motong badan gue sendiri gue buang ke kali ato ga gue biarin di makan macan apalah. Sejak malam itu gue belajar dengan giat untuk menyongsong hari ini dengan senyuman I was planing, I'd do my best to focusing on my studies.
kelima, fuuh saking sombong (ato bego) nya gue tidur jam 2an ngerjain biologi peer nyatet hormon. udah ketiduran, ga selesai, paginya telat lagi. well, i'm getting used to this matter though. simple, cuma nunggu bentar di luar, suruh lari lari kecil lapangan, masuk kelas deh. that's what I'd THOUGHT. apa mau dikata kopral ngusir gue buat balik ke rumah ga boleh masuk sekolah. yaude ye awas lo kalo nilai kimia gue remed. lo yg harus gantiin gue ngerjain soalnye pral! abis dari sekolah pengennya ke gramed beli buku satu terus ke sevel. pas gue cek duit tinggal selembar warna merah (yg cebanan hehe). dan ga mungkin buat gue pulang ke rumah. mau digamparin bolak-balik atau di pecat secara tidak terhormat di keluarga gue? well I pick neither of those sickening options haa
keenam, karya ilmiah yg gue print ternyata kurang. anjir tuh gue pecat juga mas2 OP warnet gua. ya udah deh nge print, ngasih karya ilmiah ke tukang ojek buat nganter ke NANA hahahaha maaf yaa.
akhirnya daripada melanglang buana ga jelas terluntalunta di jalan kayak gembel perusak pemandangan, pilihan terakhir gue ke warnet tercinta deh hahaha
Belom selesai bego. pas gue aus mau ngambil minum di rumah yang I thought that there'd be only my maid and the emptyhouse feeling left, ternyata ayah gue yang lagi make handuk warna pinknya di bagian bawah tubuh sedang ngerokok dengan santai di kursi luar. Anjir gue kaget gila, nih orang bukannya ngajar? this is damn-Monday! bukannya lo ngajar? atau jangan2 bu kristin ngadu ke ayah gue kalo gue telat ga boleh masuk sekolah, atau ayah gue punya mata-mata di sekolah, atau ternyata temen-temen gue mata-matanya? *STOP gue lebay.
Mata terbuka lebar "hah nak kok balik lagi?"
gue jawab "hah hmm, uh, ehh.. anu.. ah..h yah... oh! lupa yah karya ilmiahnya ketinggalan!" hahaha bisa aje ye gue nglesnye pinterrr and I'm proud!
"oh yaudah ayah kira apa hahaha (tertawa renyah *lebih tepatnya sih garing)"
yaudah gue cabut ke warnet deket rumah selain warnet gue buat jaga kemanan hahaha jam 12an balik, bilang aja ga remed anjir hari ini gue nakalnya ga ketulungan. tapi untuk membayar itu semua, gue belajar (dikit-dikit) di warnet ini :)
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all this things started in the beginning of May. pertama, gue (saking begonya tak tertahankan atau emang udah sinting) ngelanggar prinsip gue nge remove temen. emang sih sepele cuman di fb, tapikan niat gue udah JAHAT banget mutusin tali silaturahim sama temen yang gue rasa nyambung banget di segala hal walopun ada kenangan pahit di antara kita *melow banget anjir (i'm so sori I'm such a crazy-bitch)
kedua, sepatu gue dengan begonya lagi ketuker di mesjid worse than that is, pasangan yg ketuker itu punya adek kelas! maluuuu banget -,- udah gue balikinnya lama banget lagi. tuh adek kelas naek darah kali yak
ketiga, awal bulan Mei ini ga tau kenapa kerjaan gue tuh ga produktif (males) banget. ni;ai gue ancur semua. Gampang tersinggung juga bow. Sumpah gue kayak anak durhaka di suruh ini teriak AH di suruh itu teriak AH di bangunin teriak UH Di gaplok baru diem mungkin. Bonyok gue udah capek banget kali ya ngurusin this brash-not-obedient-no-good daughter (intinya durhaka) -___-
keempat, kemaren malem ibu gue curhat. Sumpah gue kayak mau motong-motong badan gue sendiri gue buang ke kali ato ga gue biarin di makan macan apalah. Sejak malam itu gue belajar dengan giat untuk menyongsong hari ini dengan senyuman I was planing, I'd do my best to focusing on my studies.
kelima, fuuh saking sombong (ato bego) nya gue tidur jam 2an ngerjain biologi peer nyatet hormon. udah ketiduran, ga selesai, paginya telat lagi. well, i'm getting used to this matter though. simple, cuma nunggu bentar di luar, suruh lari lari kecil lapangan, masuk kelas deh. that's what I'd THOUGHT. apa mau dikata kopral ngusir gue buat balik ke rumah ga boleh masuk sekolah. yaude ye awas lo kalo nilai kimia gue remed. lo yg harus gantiin gue ngerjain soalnye pral! abis dari sekolah pengennya ke gramed beli buku satu terus ke sevel. pas gue cek duit tinggal selembar warna merah (yg cebanan hehe). dan ga mungkin buat gue pulang ke rumah. mau digamparin bolak-balik atau di pecat secara tidak terhormat di keluarga gue? well I pick neither of those sickening options haa
keenam, karya ilmiah yg gue print ternyata kurang. anjir tuh gue pecat juga mas2 OP warnet gua. ya udah deh nge print, ngasih karya ilmiah ke tukang ojek buat nganter ke NANA hahahaha maaf yaa.
akhirnya daripada melanglang buana ga jelas terluntalunta di jalan kayak gembel perusak pemandangan, pilihan terakhir gue ke warnet tercinta deh hahaha
Belom selesai bego. pas gue aus mau ngambil minum di rumah yang I thought that there'd be only my maid and the emptyhouse feeling left, ternyata ayah gue yang lagi make handuk warna pinknya di bagian bawah tubuh sedang ngerokok dengan santai di kursi luar. Anjir gue kaget gila, nih orang bukannya ngajar? this is damn-Monday! bukannya lo ngajar? atau jangan2 bu kristin ngadu ke ayah gue kalo gue telat ga boleh masuk sekolah, atau ayah gue punya mata-mata di sekolah, atau ternyata temen-temen gue mata-matanya? *STOP gue lebay.
Mata terbuka lebar "hah nak kok balik lagi?"
gue jawab "hah hmm, uh, ehh.. anu.. ah..h yah... oh! lupa yah karya ilmiahnya ketinggalan!" hahaha bisa aje ye gue nglesnye pinterrr and I'm proud!
"oh yaudah ayah kira apa hahaha (tertawa renyah *lebih tepatnya sih garing)"
yaudah gue cabut ke warnet deket rumah selain warnet gue buat jaga kemanan hahaha jam 12an balik, bilang aja ga remed anjir hari ini gue nakalnya ga ketulungan. tapi untuk membayar itu semua, gue belajar (dikit-dikit) di warnet ini :)
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