Im feeling so desperate i could die, help me

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abis nonton vampire diaries, miris banget ceritanya. Ada si A yang pengen selametin keluarganya, sedangkan keluarganya pengen nyelametin si A. si A bertahan, keluarganya mati. sia sia juga kan. jadi siapa yang harus mati? both of'em? yep that'll be good.
well anyway, after i watched that tv series, i dont know what's gotten into me. I just feel so sensitive, the first thing i felt was angry to my classmates in my new highschool, i dont know why, but i was the one that did wrong deed to, i shouldnt be angry with'em -,- but i do, i did! i just did it again!
screw me, i just wanna get the hell out of that place, that class, that damn high school. i was just being not comfortable w/ those stuffs like you know, the things to get popularity thingy aaah i hate those words. i just wanna live a normal happy highschool life, but these thoughts of having no friend is making me insane. i hate this. i wanna go back to middle high, rewind the time, and never gets into a boarding school, so i can keep up with my other friends, not losing contacts with them, not feeling like i have no friends. I'm mad. yes im insane. i hate this school i hate me i hate myself!

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